If You Only Knew

Tom : C
C
I've been trying so hard to survive
G6/B
Sometimes I think that I wanna die
Dm
I feel so fucking guilty cuz god
F
I'm so lucky to live my life
C
So I keep all the pain to myself
G6/B
Losing faith but nobody can tell
Dm
Mom, I don't want you worried cuz that would just hurt me
F Fm
So I pretend I'm fine

[Refrão]
C
If you only knew
G
What my mind is telling me I should do
Dm
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
F
I'm too sad to cry it's true

[Próxima Parte]
C
If you knew
G
All the shit my brain is putting me through
Dm
You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
F7M
I'm sorry but I need you
C
If you only knew
C
I wish I was somebody else
G6/B
I'm constantly overwhelmed
Dm Em/B
Now I'm falling again getting drunk with some friends
F
It's a silent cry for help
Am G
I wanna get better, I want you to know
F
That I can't do this on my own

[Refrão] (repetir)
[Próxima Parte]
C
If you only knew
G
All the shit my brain is putting me through
Dm
You'd come running over straight to my room here tonight
F
I'm sorry but I need you
C
Take me out of this hell
G
Oh, somebody help
Dm
Take me out of this hell
F
Oh, I'm not myself
C Em/B
I wanna tell you what my mind is telling me I should do
Dm
That I'm drunk and all alone in my room here tonight
C F
I'm too sad to cry but I want to
Oh, if you only knew