This Is Not Who I Want To Be

Tom : C
C Am F C

[Verse 1]
C Am
Rain pouring down my head pounds from the sound
F C
I'm stuck to the bed with brain zaps in my head
Am Em
I can't fall asleep I cannot stay awake
F G C
I cry till I weep I shiver and I shake

[Verse 2]
C Em
I think of you I think of you
F C
I think of you it's all that I can do
Am Em
And lord knows I try I'm trying hard to change
F G C
I wish I knew why I always stay the same

[Chorus]
C G F G C G
This is not who I want to be
Am Em F G C G
This is not who I want to be
Am Em F G
I am slowly killing me
Am Em F G
No, This is not who I want
C F
to be

[Verse 3]
C Am G F
I wish I was scared of poison pills and pain
F C
I wish I was scared of damage to my brain
Am Em
But finally I see I should be scared of me
F G C
How'd I come to be my own worst enemy?
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[Chorus]
[Outtro]
A   F   C   G   Am   Em   F   C   Am   Em   F   G   C